it was a usual thing for many of us to finally crave freedom,from school,from parents and in totality the outside world....In other words the time had come for me to decide among which of my many talent i would enhance..i knew i could sing,rap,play all the sports that were in vogue at that period so the sky was my limit...
I had just exited an almost perfect relationship, but well it was expected to end soon. like we always want to let our first love be the last,i did too.we had wrote each other several love letters..and made promises that only jack would make rose in titanic..lol..but well people with experience told me it couldnt just work.well fine it didn't..there were a lot more after my last girlfriend,cause like a consuming fire i needed someone to care about..text..have a midnight call with..so my last days of school haunted me..each wrong thing i did made me realize how i had let the recognition get to my head..people feared and respected me..but what i needed was loyalty...i had friends close ones, really close. To them i was more like an inspiration..I would tell them all the rules and ways to get the girls they liked and which classes they took.It was fun too.They thought my life was perfect and that, i had all the girls,i was my team captain..little did they know that this boy always asked God in a quiet prayed for a change of heart,for eternal joy and not condemnation,that this boy was at the point of transition.one that would change my life forever..
i wrote my final exams and kicked my own ass out of school.At least i got A,s and B's.during this time i did a lot of traveling with my dad,Brazil, south Africa..USA back and forth..In doing this i was trying to find out where i belonged...I had always wanted to return to the US but what about my music career and my Abuja city..and my family and friends..they definitely were not coming with me...i would be alone again..
Well you must have been wondering about my brothers and my pimpish sister, they all chased their dreams..my sister finished law school and got married,It was a splendid occasion, she had me and all my brothers there to wipe her joyful tears and when it was time to throw the roses guess who was missing? ...me....on the night of the reception we,came together grown men,teasing each other about who was gonna get married next.. and i knew it definitely wasn't me...
shortly after that i began outline my startegies to rule my world,i wasnt gonna let love do it and i wasnt gonna let fear either..i had my first demo tape out...i joined a soccer club and joined the band wagon of the few on their way to see the wizard...
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